Hey guys

Hey,
So it has been a while since I last posted. In my last post I was very depressed and still am. Mainly for the same reasons, however they are not as bad as they used to be. I have made some awesome friends here at college and I gotta say I love them dearly. I however still miss my friends back at my old college. Honestly my depression still stems from the same reason my desire to leave and go back to my state. Idk I just needed to talk sometimes I just feel like theres no one. I’m going through a major transition, in which I am questioning everything and everyone in my life, while feeling lonely all the while. I’m fighting battles I never saw myself fighting and I’m losing and I wonder how did I get here, what led me here when did I arrive and decide this was a good place to stay? Why does it affect all aspects of my life. Sometimes I see myself running as fast as my legs can carry me. Far away from all I know and able to hit restart. Is it weird because I’m just feeling lost.

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